what happen?

im sorry for what ive done on 04/10/2009. im really sorry... i really dun mean to do it. im very very "fan". i have to sleep at the corridor for the whole nite, u dun seems to care for me. i want to be with u cos i love you and i feel comfortable with u. i want to be someone who can settle down with u but u dun seems to put in effort. what happen? why like that? are u lying to me in the 1st place? but i koe u r not tis kind of person. but what happen to u? why are u like that all of a sudden? i want to be with u. i really really do... pls pls give me one more chance.... let me show u i can be with u and i can settle down with u.... i love you....

very very miserable

can anyone tell me what i should do nw??? im very stress... really very stress... my problem is gettin bigger n bigger... im so lost nw. everything seems to be gg down... i am thinking of ending everything. who cares for me nw? nobody... im all alone. i love my daughter very much.... i really love her but nw i cant see her. i miss her very very much..
to my daughter: mommy loves you very much, pls take good care of urself when u grow up ok!!!
mommy wont leave u alone, cos i really love u very much n im thinking of u.....
im sorry i cant be there for u now but pls dun ever tink that i dont want u.....
i want u in my life... Genevieve mommy loves you... really do... u r my everything

what is love???

Love? can anyone tell me what is love??? im sorry, u told me that u love me but what did u do to me in the end? u leave me alone. i cant trust love anymore... been trying to accept u but u make me disappointed. im so sad n i need ur company, wru??? tell me what i should do??? life is full of ups n downs. but it seems like moii life is full of downs... haix, everything turn out to be bad for me. i wanna be a happy person, living moii life happily. really very disappointed... i really feel that my life sux. everything i do seems to be wrong. why??? feel like drinking n make myself drunk every nite but i realise when i wake up the problem is still there... moii gal fren, u koe who u are... ive been trying to help everytime but what did u do to me? u deleted me away from facebook. u r not true to me, u always lie to me... why muz u do that to me??? why muz u always lie to me??? i hate it. i hate ppl who lie to me... pls dun do that to me anymore... please.... i always treat u like a good fren of mine, but u did not... i cant trust u animore Que...e !!!

miserable

sad n miserable with moii life. i hate it, hate my life, hate everything... i used to be a happy person always carry moii smile with me but ever since she came into our family everything have changed. i hate u d.re.n i hate u, hate u so much. you make me feel so miserable nw. you seems to like cast a spell in moii life. im a different person nw. i dun wanna be like that, i want to be someone i used to be. always carrying a smile with me wherever i go. now im almost crying every now n then. where is the actual me??? where am i??? im so lost. how i wish a miracle can happen in moii life right now. change everything back to normal.